Welcome to my Mind #5

I'm getting my first Electric (Rock) guitar for Christmas and I decided to call it 'Bain' After my Hero Kurt Cobain.So I just Did a lil drawing with charcoal last night of a broken guitar (abstract art im weird) xD Here it is! Its pretty crappy but Enjoy:

Peace,Love,Empathy

~Chloe~

Welcome to my Mind #4

*Please note That i had a fight at home with my family and i played 'Something in the way' By nirvana while i was upset and this song came outta it..The tone and beat of this song matches Something in the way.Hope you like my Song.[Haven't named it yet].

One Day it will End

And We will be on the mend

Oh,Many times i'v Tried

But it all Fell to pieces

Woah Such a mess[Oh Well]

Woah Such a mess[Oh  ...Well]

I am the Mess,I Am;

The Cancer to you problems

These feelings,that i Feel

Are,Making my world so surreal

Woah Such a mess[Oh Well]

Woah Such a mess[Oh ....Well]

I Guess its time to leave

You are,Free of me

The problem

Oh,Many times I'v tried but...

It Just feel to pieces

Now i have gone,And it seems

the day has come,your

Finally on the mend,Yeah.

Woah Such a mess[Oh Well]Maybe it will end.

Woah Such a mess[Oh Well]Think it will end.

One Day It Will End.

Peace,Love,Empathy

~Chloe~

Welcome to my Mind #3

I'm currently reading 'Heavier Than Heaven' The biography of KURT COBAIN By Charles R.Cross.This book is fucking beyond amazing,such a good read.Charles Quotes alot of Kurt's Journals and i listened to Kurt reading a bit of his journal on Youtube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3ZfQM7jBgg


And on page 91 of the book i highlighted the entry from hes journal that sounded familiar cause i had already listened to it on youtube.I Think Kurt had a very good sense of humor and loved writing amazing,Funny weird and wonderful stuff hes imagination was perfection.Anyway if you listen to the video its starts at 3:48.Here is the bit i highlighted:


''Chef Boyardee is meaner, stronger ,less susceptible to disease, and more dominant that a male gorilla.He comes to me at night.Willfully opening the locks and bending the bars of my window.Costing me horrendous amounts of money in home burglary devices.He comes to me in my bedroom.Naked,Shaved,and oiled.
Goose-bumped thick black arm hairs risen off his skin.Standing in a pool of pizza grease.Barfing up flour. It enters my lungs.I Cough.He laughs.He mounts me.Id like to kick his hot-stinking,macho fuckin'ass.''


Peace,Love,Empathy
~Chloe~

Welcome to my Mind #2

I Did this Picture last night.Cause i am Sick to death of people saying that people who has died there hair or have piercings OR Dress the way they fucking want to dress are not Beautiful and are weird and ugly.My mother wouldn't let me get a piercing on my lip because it would '''ruin my beautiful lips''' i told her its what i want,and i don't care if it ruins my lips and i don't care what people think.She still wont let me get a piercing.But i have so much respect for people who wear what they wanna wear and die there hair and get piercings cause they don't give a fuck what society thinks of them,They do it cause they want to,Cause there free,and there not afraid to be different.And i love that kind of frame of mind.Thought i Should share this Quote With you all.''You Laugh At Me Cause im Different.I Laugh At You,Cause You Are All The Same''Anyway here is the picture i did last night i got inspired by everyone who is Not afraid and are Beautiful in every single fucking Way.Enjoy.

You Are Beautiful. ''Fuck Society's Idea Of Beauty.''

 ~Drawing By Me~

Peace,Love,Empathy.

~Chloe~

Welcome to my Mind #1

Everyone has a life.There are two types of people that have a life.The Living.And The dead Which are the people who feel dead inside like me..but are Still living.


I Feel dead,but sadly i'm still breathing.I Think you start to feel dead inside When you have nothing left to live for.I lost everything to live for and ended up with nothing.My 'Life' is one big huge Mess. I'm Fucking screwed.All my hopes and dreams are gone and there never coming back.All because of school and my ability to fuck everything Good in my life up. I'm a failure and i know it,it is the constant reminders everyday by my family and friends that makes me Feel more of a fuck up.It hurts so much being in the mental state that im in.And i feel i am getting more depressed or easily depressed like one minute im happy and then the smallest thing can set me off and i just go to my room and cry..and just feel empty i wish i could stop it.There is one way i can but i cant cause im to scared.


Peace,Love,Empathy.
~Chloe~