Everyone has a life.There are two types of people that have a life.The Living.And The dead Which are the people who feel dead inside like me..but are Still living.
I Feel dead,but sadly i'm still breathing.I Think you start to feel dead inside When you have nothing left to live for.I lost everything to live for and ended up with nothing.My 'Life' is one big huge Mess. I'm Fucking screwed.All my hopes and dreams are gone and there never coming back.All because of school and my ability to fuck everything Good in my life up. I'm a failure and i know it,it is the constant reminders everyday by my family and friends that makes me Feel more of a fuck up.It hurts so much being in the mental state that im in.And i feel i am getting more depressed or easily depressed like one minute im happy and then the smallest thing can set me off and i just go to my room and cry..and just feel empty i wish i could stop it.There is one way i can but i cant cause im to scared.
Peace,Love,Empathy.
~Chloe~
- The Beautiful Disaster
- Im Chloe,From Ireland.This Blog is about me being Free to write what i want.I Can express my thoughts,Feelings and Interests Here.So Please,Enjoy.
Hi Chloe, I'm Beatrice.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad I've read your post 'cause now I finally found someone who feels the same way that I do. I feel that even though I have a house, both parents alive, somewhere warm to sleep in, and food every day it's still not enough. Also all the effort that I put in studying seems to be useless, because I still get bad marks. I thought of that "scary solution" too many times, but you know what? It wouldn't be worth it. Like Jared says, "Follow your dreams no matter what". That's what I think about every time I feel like you do, my Dreams. Living in England and working as a photographer, that's my biggest dream. And I know it's not too far,that's what keeps me alive. You should do that too, Chloe :)
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Hey Chloe,I'm Sol.
ReplyDeleteWell,I've felt like a fuck up many many times in my life.Some days,I still do.But,you shouldn't let anyone tell you who you can or cannot do or who you should be.Not even your parents or your friends.My dad always wanted me to be an accountant,and well...I tried to please him,but I didn't work out.I'm now doin' what I love (that's studyin' Law).Plus...my friends and specially my ex always told me I was never gonna make it as a model,and that I was too short and too fat,but...guess what?.I am a model and I've got job offers everywhere.This is the time of your life when you're suppossed to make mistakes,but mostly...you have to follow your dreams.Sky is the limit.
Take care and you know,Echelon is with you.
XOXO.